i was quite disappointed with how the second season ended. i think it is unfair for sebastian that he did not get to have and devour ciel's soul. after all, he did his end of the bargain. thus, he deserves to receive what he so much wanted, craved and worked diligently for.

Kuroshitsuji Quotes

 
"i will follow you, no matter where you go, until the end. even if this body is destroyed, i will not leave your side. i shall follow you into the depths of hell." -Sebastian, ep. 4

"you alone are never to lie to me." -Ciel, ep. 4

"it is quite unpleasant to be stepped upon. doing the stepping, however, feels quite good." -Sebastian, ep. 6

"you should use your pawns in the best way possible and keep struggling to live on. using the madam, myself, and all the other pawns within your reach. even if the empty shells of pawns pile up beneath the throne, once the king is gone, the game is over." -Sebastian, ep. 6

"i order you: do not betray me and do not leave my side! no matter what!" -Ciel, ep. 6

"if you wish, i will follow you no matter where you go, even if the throne crumbles and the brilliant crown rusts, even if the empty shells of pawns pile up, and we rest upon their decaying bodies, i will lie beside your small form. and until the last bell tolls, until that time..." -Sebastian, ep. 6

K-ON!

I absolutely loved watching K-ON! It is such an amazing anime and now I get why it’s receiving much love and approval. :) It’s fun, entertaining, amusing and gives off school days nostalgia. 

A Slice of My Cake

Talking with Angelica earlier this morning made me remember of my apprehension with whether or not I am walking on the right path. Well, you know, the usual life worries one has. Doubts and wonderings if I am heading towards the right direction or perhaps I’ve gone astray—stuck and at a lost with what to do, where exactly to go, etcetera, etcetera. 

Thinking about all those again now, I think that as of now, I am simply just going with the flow. To tell the truth, I may be going with the flow since forever. Just letting myself get carried to wherever, exploring and trying out what people say “might just be the thing for me”. I am uncertain if that can be considered as threading my very own path. Maybe I’m just trekking on the path that has already been conveniently set and created. After all, I am not as brave and bold as those other people who can make their very own.  

nakaka-miss din pala ang magkaroon ng crush na nakikita mo talaga ng personal. yung bang normal na tao rin gaya mo. hindi isang idol o sikat na aktor o kung ano pa man.

More Habitats~

charybdis, the painter... 2010

                             doll house party... 

theme: midsummer night... 2011

  dino cave... completing the dino quest

Kathleen's Poem

while cleaning drawers, i found my younger sister's Filipino Project... a poem about her...

Ako si Kaka, batang mataba.

Bagamat may pagka-tamad,

Mayron pa rin namang magandang nagagawa.

Mabait at malambing sa kapwa.

Tunay na kaibigan talaga.

Ako si Kaka, maswerte’t pinagpala.

Pamilya ko’t ako’y lagging magkakasama.

Mahal ko ang aking ama at ina.

At sige na nga,

Pati sina Migo, Ate Got at Ate Sig ding mataba.

Ako si Kaka, batang makulit.

Ibig ko ay magkutingting ng mga gamit,

Kaya kadalasa’y inaabot ng mga pagalit.

Pero ayos lang, Masaya pa rin.

Hangga’t may musika na karamay at kapiling.

Ako si Kaka, ikaw sino ka?

Ang mga trip ko ba ay trip mo rin?

Ugali ko ba’y parang sa iyo rin?

Kung oo, aba alika’t tumabi sakin.

Maging magkaibigan, ika’y lalo kung kikilalanin.

Blue Pen and Notepad

and once again, i'm back to drawing/doodling...

 

Journey of Hope, Destination: Happiness

[IN]Adequacy

I envy those people who are living out their dreams. Those people who have the strength and power to make all of what they dream about a reality. They are simply fantastic. Amazing. And just admirable.

Yeah, okay. I know that everyone possesses that kind of "magic" and potential inside of them. I know that with all the perseverance, and our endless potentials, anything can become possible and attainable. But then, reality is a lot tougher and complicated than that. One needs more than just dreams and hard-work. Let’s be realistic. 

In this world, your passion's warm and burning flame can be exhausted by other people's shiny medals and list of awards and achievements. Your ideas and creativity sometimes do not stand a chance to a degree coming from a premiere college or university. At times, even the good luck of other people can pull you down. But I guess that's also a talent—being at the right place at the right time, or knowing the right people. 

Aside from all those, there are still lots of other factors to consider. Like if following your dream job pays well or at least can be enough to sustain your basic needs; and how your family would feel and react to it. 

Thus, I also envy those characters in the animes who are bound by nothing in reaching their dreams. Has the confidence to fly. Doesn’t let other people affect their determination. Creating a road of their own. How I wish life is that easy—with family and friends behind your back and always supporting you, with you being very passionate, self-assured and lucky, with your worth and efforts being recognized and appreciated. But unfortunately, it isn’t always like that in the real world. There are lots of uncertainties.

It may also be true that it’s only me that’s stopping me from succeeding and achieving all my goals in life. But I don’t know. Things seem to happen to prevent me from really getting there. Though I haven’t fully given up with everything. I’m still here, struggling. I just wish I have more luck and won’t be a bother to my family or others with all of my insisting. I want to be good enough. But don’t everybody?  

Charybdis' habitats 2011

start of the year habitat... new year celebration~

getting more serious with quests... and also trying to be more creative with decorating habitats~

fun picnic at the beach~

Charybdis' Habitats 2010

February habitat...

Valentine's Day habitat i won/got from completing
the quest...

Charybdis in Wonderland Tea Party...

Charybdis' habitats 2009

this is actually my second habitat. i'm not sure if i deleted the very first one's picture, or i really just was not able to take a snap of it. :p




                                       

                                    camping in the woods. :)


                      

mystical forest merchant. :p

Optimism with pessimism

Let me cry now, so that later I can smile.

Let me think and rant about all the bad things at the moment, so that later, I’ll only be left with the good ones.

Let me stay on the ground I tripped on and have my moment of weakness even for just a little while, for there is also beauty in the breakdown.

And after everything, when I can finally get up on my two feet once again, I’ll be stronger.

I may be down now, but I’ll definitely bounce back later.

Random Questions

Are you happy with your life? Do you feel fulfilled? Are you living out your dream? Or maybe you kind of got yourself walking in another path?

Are you content with the way your life is going? Are you quite satisfied with how things are going? Or do you have regrets?

Do you want to change something? Or, perhaps, go back to relive a certain happy moment in your life?

If you can go back to a specific period in your life, what would it be?

Happy Boys

The happiness you receive should be shared and spread to others. For giving happiness to others will also give you happiness... ^^v I enjoyed watching this drama. :) It’s a light, but definitely not pointless show like some says—well, at least for me. 

It follows the everyday life of the five butlers a.k.a Happy Boys who works at Lady Braganza Cafe. 

The story starts with Kyoichi (Koji Seto) Junta (Kamakari Kenta) and Kousuke (Keisuke Kato) being invited to the cafe by the owner, and after getting there, finds out that they’re supposed to work there. At first, they were quite reluctant, especially Junta, who finds being a butler ridiculous. But things happen and the allure of being a “special one” and obtaining happiness through making the ladies at Lady Braganza happy eventually worked its charm on them. 

As they work at the cafe, they got to deal with their own problems and of course, got to know and be closer to their fellow butlers: Gen (Shindo Gaku) and Kokoro (Nagashima Shugo). 

I personally think that their chemistry is great and if that cafe really exists, I would sure love to come and visit it every day. Heck, I’d even want to work there. :p Lady Braganza became a home for all of them—a place wherein they not only work, but spend time with their new found family. And isn’t a place like that very fun and comfortable to be in? It’s even enriching with all the lessons it’d help you learn. :)

But then again, no matter how harmonious a family is, there would always be a day when someone leaves. >.<  

 Although, goodbyes shouldn’t always be sad, ne? :)